Things are not going well. I don't know what has happened, but the past few days have been out of control. I mean out of control eating. I'm eating everything I can get my hands on. It's not good. Not good at all. I'm going to take some time alone to sit down and really evaluate what I need to be doing. Going to look at the people that are my motivators and see what's working for them. Going to make a list of healthy recipes and stock the fridge and pantry with what I need to make them and get the junk out of the house. Going to have a better exercise plan.
This will work. It has too. I'm not going to live my life as a big girl. I want to live my life as a happy, content, joyful, loving, unselfish girl and that doesn't include being big. I'm going to give my husband the best wife I can. I going to give my kids the best mom I can. This does not include being big. It's time to move on from this part of my life. Time to leave the big girl behind and become the best girl I can be.